Thursday, March 22, 2012

Watching the Movie of Me

Who I am going to be?

Sometimes I feel like I'm watching myself, unsure of what I'm doing. Where am I going? What am I going to do/be/be like? Will I recognize the thirty year old/forty year old/fifty year old me?

How do I combine my passions: words and language and art with my family and faith? What in the world am I doing? Do I even know?

God, I'm so glad I'm not doing this without You. I'd be so very lost. I still feel lost but not completely. You have the answers even if I don't. You know what You are doing...and that is enough for me. The other answers will come when they are ready. I can afford to watch myself in uncertainty a little. He's watching me without any doubts at all.

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